Deluded and sane or self-aware and miserable?

As a miserable crazy outcast, I find that I make life more enjoyable by finding others like me....misery loves company. True understanding of the plan of life will bring about serenity for the simple acceptance of,what is to be, will be, no matter the choices you think YOU made or the paths you THINK you have chosen. Blind faith is true acceptance of your religious or non-religious beliefs and once you accustom yourself to the habit of simply saying whatever will be, is the plan for me....it gets a little easier than trying to decide if it's fate or karma or God's will or Satan's temptation or Buddha's desire or any of the other religions (that I do not have knowledge of and dont mean to offend by omission.) You allow yourself to to sucb to depression when you feel that where you are at in your life is not where or who you are supposed to be according to SOMEONE ELSE's ideas or theologies